last vacation day.

So today is the last day of my thanksgiving break. We had a week. It was a long overdue break that was definitely needed. I am ready to go back to school though because I need distractions from what is going on in my life at the moment.

Bad way to deal with things. I know.
I have mad homework and work to do and I'm just starting right now that's really bad, but I'm a procrastinator so what else can you expect.
I have a Christmas list. Very short.

• Sony Cybershot T90(pink)

• iPod touch

• Obsessive Compulsive Lip Tar (anime)
  

*clothes and shoes aren't needed on the list. I get them regardless.

It's not really anything to get for Christmas anymore and I'm realizing that as I get older. I can't believe I'm actually getting more mature.Lol. I'm such a silly person, that it's weird.
PEACE[im out]
Oh yeah. My mom's present to me is giving my room a much needed makeover. Overly happy about that.

i had to do it.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE.
hope your food was as good as mine was.

why?

I was at Karn's with my mom yesterday and she was buying meat for one of her friends for a party later that night.
Anyway.
It was an old head, not that old maybe early 20s but old enough. He was a hot jawn too, so like every time I would look in his direction and/or at him. He would be looking at me and that made me think that I stay attracting old heads.Weird.
Should I be scared? Maybe. That's kind of scary.
So the question is: Why do I attract old heads?

In other news, I have a new jawn boo-thang. Lol. He's official though. Just started talking to him. We'll call him....187. For reasons that you will soon learn.
At first my mom wanted me to talk to him then once she learned some information on him, she decided against it. The reason was and I quote my mother on this:

Me: "Why can't I talk to him?"
Mom: "Because he's fucking and you not fucking."......."187*"

Now my mom does curse and awful lot but this just caught me totally off guard with this that I almost choked on my Capri Sun. I couldn't stop laughing because it was like the funniest thing I had heard that whole day. In the end I still ended up getting his number and talking to him. My moms will be aight.
Fun day yesterday. Yes, it was.

Happy Monday Peoples.

*187-homicide.
funny, right?

listening to: "Love You More" by Ginuwine

make that money

been filling out mad job apps. its time for me to get off of my lazy ass and get back out there and start working again tired of getting money from the 'rents. i haven't been working since august of '08. long ass time right. i know. i feel like such a idk → insert whatever here←.
thats all.

have a safe weekend everyone.

no title

he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a biiiiittttcccchhh.
[to the tune of dora the explorer's 'im the map' song]

no need to explain he knows who he is.
PISSED OFF MODE!
im out.

just for me

just washed my hair.well not just its been a few hours but anyway, I got done washing my hair for the first time with box braids in my hair.
not a difficult task, but also not the most easiest one also.the most shockinq thinq about this is what I used to wash my hair with thouqh.
I used just for me.yup I said it.just for me hair milk shampoo.it worked super well.
did i really just say super?
but yeah it worked really well. which was suprisinq.it was like a last resort type thinq because I had just run out of shampoo before I got my hair done and I didn't feel the need to buy more because I felt as if I wouldn't need it for a while.WRONG.
yeah so I will put this down as a success and maybe I will actually get these products for my hair. maybe.

p.s. I am so ready to just bc my hair but then again I don't think I will know what to do with short hair because I haven't ever had so little hair. I'm also thinking about changing my bc date from my birthday 4.30.10 to 8.01.10 so that I can have a year worth of pure natural hair instead of just 9 months. we will just have to see.

as of now my hair sorta looks like this. just way shorter.lol.

so

remember how i had said that O.H. and I were supposed to be chilling Wednesday or yesterday?
well it didn't happen. i was type mad because it wasn't like i didn't want to go and chill with him it was because i had mad work to do for that fuckin' stupid ass school. excuse the language.
which btw is where i'm typing this. so you know idgaf at all.

but yeah he texted me and here is the convo:

O.H.: hmm
me: hmm what?[when i knew damn well what he was talking about]
O.H.: mrs. no show
me: umm i didn't know how to get there.
O.H.: ugh thats why you text
me: yea you right about that.

we had other words but that's all you need to know to understand the jist of the situation.

so i'm going to have to hit him up today and get this settled or whatever. because frankly i'm just sick of not taking risks and whatnot. but i'm going to save that for later today because i have to finish this busy work.

and wtf did i use Christmas colors for the joint. i must be ready. lol.

updated Christmas list coming soon. old one → here ←



random ass picture ⇈⇈

banner

messed up i know. but i'm trying my best to get it to look at least decent. just bare with me.

goodnight bros. school tommorow. ugh.

If I'm going to be a symbol of something, I'd rather have it sex than some other things.

I would just like to say that i officially love Betty Boop. not sure why. i just do. maybe it's because she was seen as a sex symbol and i need some self confidence or some ish like that. then again maybe I'm just looking for someone who i can say is my favorite character.
idk.
whatever it is i love her at the moment but at any given time that love can stop because i switch it up all the time with stuff like this. i can honestly say that i admire her even though she is a fictional character.
Do i have a twisted mind for admiring a fictional character?
let me know. but anyways that's all i wanted to say. another random ass post about not shit. you know how it is.

peace bros.



listening to: 'Holla If You Need Me' by Trey Songz

maybe t-mobile is whack...

my phone was working fine up until about 6:30 ish. now the phone is sayin' i have no service what kind of shit is that? i got people to text. they fuckin' up. FOR REAL.
its bad enough that my phone is a wack samsung but i have t-mobile too, i'm about to get put on my brother's verizon because this isn't going to be working for long.

sorry for the profanity. im very upset.
this is my last post for the day because im going absolutely too hard talking about nothing.
wack phone ↴

wack face↴

i don't give a fuck like a celibate chick.

He aprendido algo de español que empiezan hoy:

los labios de bomba, caderas pequeñas, y mis uñas estancia hecho

esta imagen me hizo saber que ↴


need help to translate??? ask me.
im official with spanish even though i hate well dislike the class as a whole

listening to: 'go get it' by vixen ent.

oh yeah. im talking to O.H. again we are on good terms for now. and we are supposed to chill next Wednesday, it would of been this Wednesday but stupid science fair got in the way.

adios hermanos[bye bros]
looks way better in english, don't you think so?