Twitter.

Dang. It' s been awhile, I be forgettin' about this jawn. Lol. Excuse the ghettoness.

There hasn't been anything going on in my life really but problems mostly with these dudes. It's like wtf dude. But anyway I got this fuckin' bs ass rash on m face and chest spotting me up now I gotta get my skin back right. FML. Oh yeah, freakin' Comcast wants to be dumb and play with my tv only and only gives me certain channels, but the only decent channel is the GSN. I watch Family Fued and Deal or No Deal all day. What kinda shit...?

On to the actual post though, I got a twitter. I felt like I was missing out on something. Which I'm sure I most likely wasn't. But anyway if you want hit me on twitter although I'm probably going to neglect that like I do this and Tumblr.

@Official_LayD

facebook.

I was forced to get one. Okay maybe not forced but still. It was unwillingly I got tricked. Lol.

That's all.

Health 101.

I'm suppose to be doing a health project right now but, instead I'm doing this....

thug shit.

type intelligente on 'em though...

maybe this would be a cool tat???
all pictures taken from Blackberry.

Hey, what can I say, this is so boring. I have to create a week long healthy meal plan for a family of for on a budget of $160.00. I honestly don't think that is possible but, I will throw something together and it's due tomorrow and I am just starting now. If only I weren't a procrastinator.

Birthday Yesterday.

Yup. It was great and I got exactly what I wanted the Blackberry Curve 8520 in black. I'm happy.

Dang. I need my nails done ASAP.

5 Page Paper. Yay.

Yup. I have to write a 5 page paper on the wonderful topic of quantum entanglement, to put into layman's terms it is essentially teleportation. I can't say that the shit isn't interesting though, but got damn this is a lot of work and I get distracted way too easily like now, so I'm going to end this post and get back to my paper 1 1/2 more pages to go. That ain't too bad.

Oh, yeah. My birthday is on Friday. Yes. Can't wait to get my blackberry. It is definitely time for an upgrade.
Buh-bye now.

Regular HBG girl?...Nope, not me.

So on Thursday while walking home after school, some dude boy tried to holla,
well he did
and something in the back of my mind was like no don't even talk to him but stupid me talked to him anyway.
So today, a few minutes ago, he calls me up talking about wanting to chill
w/o thinking I say sure.
THEN he asks
Are you a virgin? After that I knew what time it was.
[start convo.]
Me: Yes and maybe I shouldn't come to your house.
him: Oh, well you can still come over.
Me: I'd rather not.
him: Why?
Me: You know why.
[click. he hangs up.end convo.]

Now I'm sitting here like wtf? Contemplating why.

Was I dressed like a ho? Doubt it, in a school uniform that consists of a red polo and navy blue pants, pretty impossible don't you think?
Now I don't think it was me, it was just him, guess he was used to dealing with the typical HBG girls who are generally hoes. I don't blame him.

I'm going to chalk it up as....hell if I know I'm just going to forget about it.

*I am low-key pissed he hung up on me though. Like he had a right to be mad.

tsk.

He is locked up.
Isn't that a bitch?
I miss him.
Guess I'm going to be spending a lot on stamps. Lol.
Seriously though.

I Love Music.

Writing blog to the sound of "Just Broke Up" by YG

I downloaded hella music today. Mainly tonight.
I was kind of mad earlier and decided this was a good way to release that anger.
Okay, maybe I didn't but, I lost all my music, so I can do that.
I seriously was mad though because my plans just kept falling through.
1st. I was supposed to go to a talent show. DIDN'T HAPPEN.
Then I was supposed to go to the basketball game. DIDN'T HAPPEN.
But whatever. It ain't shit.

On to the next topic, niggas.
I have been having fun with them lately. No, not that kind of fun.
Just been talking and whatnot.
Also been seeing mad hot jawns aka cute boys, like literally everywhere.
Just today I was on the bus coming home from school and he got on the bus, and we were making crazy eye contact, but you know just eye candy, and I most likely will never see him ever again.

Other than that I just been up to my usual chilling.
One.

Back to the Bloggin'

I been gone. Didn't have my laptop but I'm back now.
Hope everyone had wonderful holidays.
2010 yay? Don't know how to feel about this.

first pic of 2010.

Guess where I'm going?

A Trey Songz/Fabolous concert.

OMG. I'm so ready. Leaving in a few.

What Has Been Up?

Well, I've just been chilling like always. I have been talking to 187, I might chill with him this weekend, I would've before but my hair has not been point for like 2 weeks I'm falling off.
And I know this.
I will be calling my aunt tomorrow to see when she can do it though.
Real talk.
I went Christmas shopping on Saturday. I got some outfits and some sneakers. I showed my mom and dad what camera I wanted and I showed them the iPod Touch Zune HD that I want. The best part about that whole trip was that I got to go to Build-A-Bear Workshop. OMG, my bear is so freakin' sexy. Lol. I need something to do, I'm mad bored, I always am.
Umm...what to talk about, what to talk about???
If you don't already know, I'm a Youtube fiend, and I have recently been put onto MrChiCity3. This dude is as official as it gets and he's real and funny as hell. I literally sat in front of the computer and watched his videos like all day just laughing at him and whatnot. Might post one of his videos at the end of this post.

Currently Pt.1 So you can always know what I am doing at the moment.
On to the next subject, I'm currently obsessed with pink and black together, pizza, MrChiCity3, and the song 'love affair' by Lil' Twist. I'm almost positive this list will change completely next week.
I'm currently watching Family Guy, one of the best shows ever. In my opinion.
I'm currently listening to 'Love Affair'.
I'm currently looking at my vanity mirror.
I'm currently thinking about O.H.
I'm currently trying to learn how to pin-drop.
I'm currently wearing red and pink nail polish.
I'm currently wishing for school to be over very, very soon.
I'm currently in the mood to jerk.
I'm currently addicted to striped sweaters and skinny jean 'fits.
I'm currently writing a script for a short film.
I'm currently wearing my PJs.
I'm currently experiencing a headache.
I'm currently looking for a job.

Goodbye.

Snow day.

I was so effin' happy when my mom told me we had a two-hour delay, that instantly meant to me NO SCHOOL. Why?
It was already a half day today and we get out at 11:45, we have to be at school by 7:45.
That would have meant I would be at school at 9:45 and would've been at school for two hours. Why would I even do some stupid ish like that? Lol.

---On another note, I know I don't post as much as I used to, but to be honest I have no time and I have nothing interesting to really talk about_*as if I do any other time*_ but yeah. I'm probably going to start posting again after I get this project for English done it's due tomorrow and I have yet to have written my minimum of 5 journals. So I'm just going to get started on that enjoy the pictures.

snow day.

AHHH PIMPLE. okay so its not that bad

before. after.

AA Meeting

Hello, My name is Charlay D. and I am an attention addict or as I like to call it an attention whore. I don't know how it started. But I do know why. I feel like I need someone to make me happy. I hate that I feel that way and I've tried time and time again to not depend on others for my happiness, but it always ends in a fail. I don't take it as far as dressing ridiculously slutty or fucking every guy that I see. I just have to have someone available to talk to at all times. Just so I can feel good about myself.
I'm young and I think this is a bit much for me to handle.
I just hope and pray that it doesn't get any worse. I'm in the process of trying to overcome this and so far its coming along. I hurt mad people in the years of this.
O.H. was one of the people that were used for my own personal benefits and for that I say sorry to him. He wasn't the only one though. I'm sorry to all of the people that I have used for my benefit. Once I was done with them I just stopped talking to them with not so much as a good-bye and I gave them no reason. I always felt bad about that. I'm the type of person who actually has a conscience. Lol.
Well that's all. I just thought it was time that you all know the truth. I'm free...kinda.

I'm gone.

last vacation day.

So today is the last day of my thanksgiving break. We had a week. It was a long overdue break that was definitely needed. I am ready to go back to school though because I need distractions from what is going on in my life at the moment.

Bad way to deal with things. I know.
I have mad homework and work to do and I'm just starting right now that's really bad, but I'm a procrastinator so what else can you expect.
I have a Christmas list. Very short.

• Sony Cybershot T90(pink)

• iPod touch

• Obsessive Compulsive Lip Tar (anime)
  

*clothes and shoes aren't needed on the list. I get them regardless.

It's not really anything to get for Christmas anymore and I'm realizing that as I get older. I can't believe I'm actually getting more mature.Lol. I'm such a silly person, that it's weird.
PEACE[im out]
Oh yeah. My mom's present to me is giving my room a much needed makeover. Overly happy about that.

i had to do it.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE.
hope your food was as good as mine was.

why?

I was at Karn's with my mom yesterday and she was buying meat for one of her friends for a party later that night.
Anyway.
It was an old head, not that old maybe early 20s but old enough. He was a hot jawn too, so like every time I would look in his direction and/or at him. He would be looking at me and that made me think that I stay attracting old heads.Weird.
Should I be scared? Maybe. That's kind of scary.
So the question is: Why do I attract old heads?

In other news, I have a new jawn boo-thang. Lol. He's official though. Just started talking to him. We'll call him....187. For reasons that you will soon learn.
At first my mom wanted me to talk to him then once she learned some information on him, she decided against it. The reason was and I quote my mother on this:

Me: "Why can't I talk to him?"
Mom: "Because he's fucking and you not fucking."......."187*"

Now my mom does curse and awful lot but this just caught me totally off guard with this that I almost choked on my Capri Sun. I couldn't stop laughing because it was like the funniest thing I had heard that whole day. In the end I still ended up getting his number and talking to him. My moms will be aight.
Fun day yesterday. Yes, it was.

Happy Monday Peoples.

*187-homicide.
funny, right?

listening to: "Love You More" by Ginuwine

make that money

been filling out mad job apps. its time for me to get off of my lazy ass and get back out there and start working again tired of getting money from the 'rents. i haven't been working since august of '08. long ass time right. i know. i feel like such a idk → insert whatever here←.
thats all.

have a safe weekend everyone.

no title

he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch,he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a bitch, he's a biiiiittttcccchhh.
[to the tune of dora the explorer's 'im the map' song]

no need to explain he knows who he is.
PISSED OFF MODE!
im out.

just for me

just washed my hair.well not just its been a few hours but anyway, I got done washing my hair for the first time with box braids in my hair.
not a difficult task, but also not the most easiest one also.the most shockinq thinq about this is what I used to wash my hair with thouqh.
I used just for me.yup I said it.just for me hair milk shampoo.it worked super well.
did i really just say super?
but yeah it worked really well. which was suprisinq.it was like a last resort type thinq because I had just run out of shampoo before I got my hair done and I didn't feel the need to buy more because I felt as if I wouldn't need it for a while.WRONG.
yeah so I will put this down as a success and maybe I will actually get these products for my hair. maybe.

p.s. I am so ready to just bc my hair but then again I don't think I will know what to do with short hair because I haven't ever had so little hair. I'm also thinking about changing my bc date from my birthday 4.30.10 to 8.01.10 so that I can have a year worth of pure natural hair instead of just 9 months. we will just have to see.

as of now my hair sorta looks like this. just way shorter.lol.

so

remember how i had said that O.H. and I were supposed to be chilling Wednesday or yesterday?
well it didn't happen. i was type mad because it wasn't like i didn't want to go and chill with him it was because i had mad work to do for that fuckin' stupid ass school. excuse the language.
which btw is where i'm typing this. so you know idgaf at all.

but yeah he texted me and here is the convo:

O.H.: hmm
me: hmm what?[when i knew damn well what he was talking about]
O.H.: mrs. no show
me: umm i didn't know how to get there.
O.H.: ugh thats why you text
me: yea you right about that.

we had other words but that's all you need to know to understand the jist of the situation.

so i'm going to have to hit him up today and get this settled or whatever. because frankly i'm just sick of not taking risks and whatnot. but i'm going to save that for later today because i have to finish this busy work.

and wtf did i use Christmas colors for the joint. i must be ready. lol.

updated Christmas list coming soon. old one → here ←



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