Hello, My name is Charlay D. and I am an attention addict or as I like to call it an attention whore. I don't know how it started. But I do know why. I feel like I need someone to make me happy. I hate that I feel that way and I've tried time and time again to not depend on others for my happiness, but it always ends in a fail. I don't take it as far as dressing ridiculously slutty or fucking every guy that I see. I just have to have someone available to talk to at all times. Just so I can feel good about myself.
I'm young and I think this is a bit much for me to handle.
I just hope and pray that it doesn't get any worse. I'm in the process of trying to overcome this and so far its coming along. I hurt mad people in the years of this.
O.H. was one of the people that were used for my own personal benefits and for that I say sorry to him. He wasn't the only one though. I'm sorry to all of the people that I have used for my benefit. Once I was done with them I just stopped talking to them with not so much as a good-bye and I gave them no reason. I always felt bad about that. I'm the type of person who actually has a conscience. Lol.
Well that's all. I just thought it was time that you all know the truth. I'm free...kinda.
I'm gone.
I'm young and I think this is a bit much for me to handle.
I just hope and pray that it doesn't get any worse. I'm in the process of trying to overcome this and so far its coming along. I hurt mad people in the years of this.
O.H. was one of the people that were used for my own personal benefits and for that I say sorry to him. He wasn't the only one though. I'm sorry to all of the people that I have used for my benefit. Once I was done with them I just stopped talking to them with not so much as a good-bye and I gave them no reason. I always felt bad about that. I'm the type of person who actually has a conscience. Lol.
Well that's all. I just thought it was time that you all know the truth. I'm free...kinda.
I'm gone.
it's because humans were not meant to be alone. no wants to be alone, no matter how hard they act. and dang girl, your situation regarding how u stop talking to dudes with no reason sounds like what i go through! only, it's the other way around.
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