What Has Been Up?

Well, I've just been chilling like always. I have been talking to 187, I might chill with him this weekend, I would've before but my hair has not been point for like 2 weeks I'm falling off.
And I know this.
I will be calling my aunt tomorrow to see when she can do it though.
Real talk.
I went Christmas shopping on Saturday. I got some outfits and some sneakers. I showed my mom and dad what camera I wanted and I showed them the iPod Touch Zune HD that I want. The best part about that whole trip was that I got to go to Build-A-Bear Workshop. OMG, my bear is so freakin' sexy. Lol. I need something to do, I'm mad bored, I always am.
Umm...what to talk about, what to talk about???
If you don't already know, I'm a Youtube fiend, and I have recently been put onto MrChiCity3. This dude is as official as it gets and he's real and funny as hell. I literally sat in front of the computer and watched his videos like all day just laughing at him and whatnot. Might post one of his videos at the end of this post.

Currently Pt.1 So you can always know what I am doing at the moment.
On to the next subject, I'm currently obsessed with pink and black together, pizza, MrChiCity3, and the song 'love affair' by Lil' Twist. I'm almost positive this list will change completely next week.
I'm currently watching Family Guy, one of the best shows ever. In my opinion.
I'm currently listening to 'Love Affair'.
I'm currently looking at my vanity mirror.
I'm currently thinking about O.H.
I'm currently trying to learn how to pin-drop.
I'm currently wearing red and pink nail polish.
I'm currently wishing for school to be over very, very soon.
I'm currently in the mood to jerk.
I'm currently addicted to striped sweaters and skinny jean 'fits.
I'm currently writing a script for a short film.
I'm currently wearing my PJs.
I'm currently experiencing a headache.
I'm currently looking for a job.

Goodbye.

Snow day.

I was so effin' happy when my mom told me we had a two-hour delay, that instantly meant to me NO SCHOOL. Why?
It was already a half day today and we get out at 11:45, we have to be at school by 7:45.
That would have meant I would be at school at 9:45 and would've been at school for two hours. Why would I even do some stupid ish like that? Lol.

---On another note, I know I don't post as much as I used to, but to be honest I have no time and I have nothing interesting to really talk about_*as if I do any other time*_ but yeah. I'm probably going to start posting again after I get this project for English done it's due tomorrow and I have yet to have written my minimum of 5 journals. So I'm just going to get started on that enjoy the pictures.

snow day.

AHHH PIMPLE. okay so its not that bad

before. after.

AA Meeting

Hello, My name is Charlay D. and I am an attention addict or as I like to call it an attention whore. I don't know how it started. But I do know why. I feel like I need someone to make me happy. I hate that I feel that way and I've tried time and time again to not depend on others for my happiness, but it always ends in a fail. I don't take it as far as dressing ridiculously slutty or fucking every guy that I see. I just have to have someone available to talk to at all times. Just so I can feel good about myself.
I'm young and I think this is a bit much for me to handle.
I just hope and pray that it doesn't get any worse. I'm in the process of trying to overcome this and so far its coming along. I hurt mad people in the years of this.
O.H. was one of the people that were used for my own personal benefits and for that I say sorry to him. He wasn't the only one though. I'm sorry to all of the people that I have used for my benefit. Once I was done with them I just stopped talking to them with not so much as a good-bye and I gave them no reason. I always felt bad about that. I'm the type of person who actually has a conscience. Lol.
Well that's all. I just thought it was time that you all know the truth. I'm free...kinda.

I'm gone.

last vacation day.

So today is the last day of my thanksgiving break. We had a week. It was a long overdue break that was definitely needed. I am ready to go back to school though because I need distractions from what is going on in my life at the moment.

Bad way to deal with things. I know.
I have mad homework and work to do and I'm just starting right now that's really bad, but I'm a procrastinator so what else can you expect.
I have a Christmas list. Very short.

• Sony Cybershot T90(pink)

• iPod touch

• Obsessive Compulsive Lip Tar (anime)
  

*clothes and shoes aren't needed on the list. I get them regardless.

It's not really anything to get for Christmas anymore and I'm realizing that as I get older. I can't believe I'm actually getting more mature.Lol. I'm such a silly person, that it's weird.
PEACE[im out]
Oh yeah. My mom's present to me is giving my room a much needed makeover. Overly happy about that.

i had to do it.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE.
hope your food was as good as mine was.

why?

I was at Karn's with my mom yesterday and she was buying meat for one of her friends for a party later that night.
Anyway.
It was an old head, not that old maybe early 20s but old enough. He was a hot jawn too, so like every time I would look in his direction and/or at him. He would be looking at me and that made me think that I stay attracting old heads.Weird.
Should I be scared? Maybe. That's kind of scary.
So the question is: Why do I attract old heads?

In other news, I have a new jawn boo-thang. Lol. He's official though. Just started talking to him. We'll call him....187. For reasons that you will soon learn.
At first my mom wanted me to talk to him then once she learned some information on him, she decided against it. The reason was and I quote my mother on this:

Me: "Why can't I talk to him?"
Mom: "Because he's fucking and you not fucking."......."187*"

Now my mom does curse and awful lot but this just caught me totally off guard with this that I almost choked on my Capri Sun. I couldn't stop laughing because it was like the funniest thing I had heard that whole day. In the end I still ended up getting his number and talking to him. My moms will be aight.
Fun day yesterday. Yes, it was.

Happy Monday Peoples.

*187-homicide.
funny, right?

listening to: "Love You More" by Ginuwine

make that money

been filling out mad job apps. its time for me to get off of my lazy ass and get back out there and start working again tired of getting money from the 'rents. i haven't been working since august of '08. long ass time right. i know. i feel like such a idk → insert whatever here←.
thats all.

have a safe weekend everyone.